Showing posts with label notastroke?!. Show all posts
Showing posts with label notastroke?!. Show all posts

Saturday, March 23, 2024

I’m over it… so very over it..

 The words are still crazy.  I am speaking a foreign a language.  I sound like someone who speak “English of a second language.  I can sing a song, but I can’t speak coherant language.

This

Is

Killing

Me.                               


I’m a verbal girl.  And not being able to express….nope

But I am getting stronger.  Little by little. Fight for each word.

I did run to Target, had to  buy some Diane Von whatshername.  But I was able to drive.  And I have a hair appointment because duh!! I need one badly

But hey, I can organize my  thoughts, I just can’t speak English.

I wonder if  this is a new bit of MECFS?  Because that would be my luck.  I have’t had  a relapse in forever.  I made sailed though  the stress.   I survived  the belergerant husband. The asshole husband.  The one I couldnt  wait  to get away from.  

I  still have horrible headaches, and have too take Tylenol and ibuprofen round the  clock, and become dizzy. My bloodpresssure s ok. My right arm is less numb.  So that is a good thing.  But  could I  not be a medical weirdo? I am very tired, wear out quickly. And trying to find words, is exhausting.