Did you ever hear the song “Hell of a Year” by Parker McCollum?
It’s a very powerful song, one that cuts through the bullshit, and hits right into the heart..
That seems to be the song I keep going back to. Listening to it over and over. Seems very befitting for my life right now.
Status quo with my marriage, just being friendly room mates.
I swear I thought I saw a glimmer of who you used to be husband. And for a moment, just the briefest of moments, I thought maybe, just maybe we could be alright. But as soon as that thought came, it went.
I almost feel like I am living behind a mirror, just watching, unable to change things.
Maybe it is just a longing, and as I see, I know I am really not seeing.
I don’t wish you ill will, I just no longer wish when it comes to you.
What a we have is empty, its cold. It is full of never realized dreams, and dashed hopes. It’s time to let it go.
